Death effects people differently. But people still feel grief wether they want to or not. But who wouldnt greive for the loss of someone in their lives no matter how well u knew them. or even if u dont know them and just morn over a lost life, and hope that those people who have to deal with a loss, can survive it. Death may be natural but its a pain in the ass to deal with.

All you have to do is rember the good times and how u got through the bad times. Realize that they will always be with you in your heart no matter what. Dont regret what u said or did because they know u love them in the end. Dont think of why or the way they died, just think of their life that you got to spend with them, no matter how long or short it was. Remeber the things they taught you and how much you love them.

When you loose the person who changed you more then the others, you dont loose the things they taught you or the changes they brought to you. My best friend ( i couldnt say first girl i ever had ever fallen in love with...im really insecure) changed me in so many ways. she showed me how to enjoy both the simplicity and complexity of life. She educated me on who i really am and taught me how to embrace it. She changed me more then anyone else ever had. But the thing that changed me most was when she left, never to return as the girl i knew.

It was a wednesday when i heard she was gone. Her fragile life that hung by a thread was now ended. The greif that came over me was overwhelming and will never fully disapear. But the love that i have for her will never die. All the changes she made to my life grow stronger as i rember her. I will never forget the influence she had upon me and i will forever value the time that i got to spend with her.